It’s scary as hell and annoying and embarrassing and tiresome and you don’t know if it will last and you’re always confused because you’re changing in every way and you get jealous, mad, annoyed, and frustrated, and sad about stupid little things that wouldn’t matter if you weren’t and you don’t know what to do with yourself and you’re acting in ways you don’t understand and saying things you wouldn’t say otherwise and you feel like you’re going to implode because all of these new emotions are just so overwhelming.
But it’s so worth it. It’s an adventure that everyone should be blessed enough to experience. I didn’t know what I was getting into when I fell in love. Because I didn’t have a choice. When I’m happy, I’m elated and when I’m sad, I’m frustrated and confused and I feel stuck and although everyday is a marathon, I keep pushing through because I know when I cross the finish line my everything with be waiting for me. All the little negative voices and people don’t matter and all of my doubts melt away. When you’re in love, you become more generous, you become more thankful, you become more vulnerable, and open up to new things. You put their needs before yours and you don’t care if you’re going without, you just want to see them happy. You make sacrifices and you become the best version of you that you will ever experience.